I guess happiness is finding some kind of gentle equilibrium, and weathering those changes as they come.
My life is like a terrifying roller coaster right now. The kind that the whole way up you're glad it's slow, you're enjoying the view, and trying so hard not to think about what's coming up... and then you feel it happen, the front of the car dips and starts pulling you down so fast your eyes water, your hair whips out behind you and you go so low, so fast, you think you might just crash.
I'm so tired. I'm tired of this up and down, of the terrifying ride that is my life. I just want some sort of stability. I want to only rely on myself and not be in a position for other people to mess my life up so badly.
I want off the ride. I want to go on the merry-go-round ok?
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this is why i cant believe in re-incarnation... if i died and went to pergatory and was given the choice between moving on and trying again. why the hell would i want to come back here and do this again? lol
It's a hell of a ride girl!
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